Nostalgia overwhelms me when I dare to think of you. Life forces reminiscence, never letting me forget what it feels like to meet my soulmate and realise it is a part of my soul staring back at me. Why then does it only let a few of us realise this secret? Why do only few of us see that light? Why can't we be like the penguins and have a song that helps recognize their mate. Above all, why do we let them pass us by without letting them know, that we were once an I.
My spirit falters and my breath stops. I still my entire being, wishing hard that I could stop existing if only for a moment.
In that one moment, my insecurities threaten to take over, my spirit implodes and shines a light so bright, it covers every dark corner of my shivering soul. Warmth fills me from the inside and spills to warm me from the outside. The lesson learned comes back to me. Life isn't trying to kill me, instead it is forcing me to realise my strength. It is revealing my Gift to me.
Memories of losing my soulmates do not hurt and confuse anymore. I have learned that I have more that only one. It takes strength to let one go once it crosses you in your life, but also remember that there is always a reason for everything. I now know for a fact that I will know when I meet the right one and I will know that my search has ended.
I probably have met the right one already, I just don't realise it and won't till I'm ready. But the best thing of all, is that I won't worry about any of it. It will happen naturally and that unconditional peace will accompany the strength of love.
And it will be extraordinary, and I deserving.
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