Again

August 10, 2010

Not again.

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I feel the earth beneath me begin to give way

To that hollow in my chest, like something stuck in my airway

Unfamiliar ground with a sense of Deja vu

Something I should have known was coming, she wasn't something new

I think of her and I look at me, in my reflection all I see

Is someone I wish I wouldn't be

Then again,

You heard me out and said 'I warned you!'

You could tell this was coming, and that she wouldn't follow through

A calm voice at the end of the line, reassuring

Get out of this mess now, its already boring

My 4am conscience, my constant friend,

just when everything seems at its end

You remind me:

Change is about to begin

Again.